I know that I am making myself busy in Extra curricular things, just like no pain & no gain from which I get is a pure satisfaction of doing something.
And, feeling of doing something more than of my capability to forget you but I can’t sorry. Now I’m very happy externally but not from internally. I always see you and unable to forget you.
But I don’t want you to give a come back in worst case also. You bullied me in many ways, but my patience made me calm and intellect, you took my patience as advantage vandalized my dreams and everything. I feel like I lost from the world of patience to world of loneliness. I told you ‘n’ number of times to make you understand about your anger and why it is going to ruin your life if you too stubborn in such a way.
I stood on my words and you promised and I was there and you were not. If you could have understood me where I’m now. You wouldn’t have done that to me seriously. I am on the edge of a knife before, but not now.
Your stupidity, impatience, fear, too much affection, and in-stable mind made you loose me, only the 10mins of impatience destroyed the distance and it explains the your capability.
I have some unknown BGM running in my mind but I don’t know how to express that in the words. If you feel the same then you will regret definitely and badly.
Love with impatience doesn’t works at all and it will resonate your feelings badly and this is true.
The lost catastrophe feeling always blowing my mind every minute.
One of the famous quotes says that-
“Love is the most beautiful thing to have, the hardest thing to earn and most painful thing to lose.”
My days are passing like flowing water without any destination.
I always feel your perception whenever I remember you.
“Although, You are not My First love, But You Are the Last Love for Me”
One thing to remember- Mind always replays, What the heart can’t delete.